Traveling!!! Almost every other Friday, I can be found traveling back home on same route by same bus. But every time I meet different people, see different things. No I am not going to tell any travel story today. I planned to write it but my mind wasn’t allowing doing anything. I was just not in state of doing anything interesting. It was just like having a nervous breakdown. Even being at home for weekend did not cheer me up.
Sitting besides a keyboard, I just kept pressing next button in JetAudio without listening a single word from any singer.
Being thinking about nothing for long time, I forgot some philosophical stuff I thought on recent bus journey.
I forgot to copy photos from my phone to PC.
I refused to do anything my cousin asked me.
I denied going in market with dad to buy some grocery.
My head was jam but still Mom made excellent Tea didn’t attract me.
Irritated and irritated, I found myself behaving like a paranoid.
Somehow my mother convinced me to attend some after marriage function (not reception, some traditional Pooja) somewhere. Reluctantly, returned to bedroom to change and noticed my mobile lying on the bed with some movement on screen. I picked up it without looking at callers name. Someone said, “Hello, where you have been my dear!!” in such creamy voice that I lost control on heartbeats. My legs just gave away me and made me slip on the bed. My voice also betrayed me and a grunt or some stupid sound left from mouth.
Whoa!! So this was the thing I kept missing. Somebody’s voice!!! Managing to get some vocal transmission powers back I started talking. I told her I was missing her so badly that I forgot what I was missing! Or may be I forgot about everything and just lost my mind for some time. She was being same mental jerk there from yesterday. And somehow we synchronized our feeling. 
Now I think, missing someone too desperately isn’t a bad thing at all.
Or is it?
I think you need to fall in love Suda.
Nita, you are sure to suggest it? hmmm, seems like you didn’t read my previous posts and missing moments posts. I am in love already and she is insipation for this blog. Dont forget now, may be I will need supporters in future.
Now I remember that you had written about your love but I had forgotten it while writing the comment. I reacted purely to the post…and even that I think perhaps I misunderstood you because I didn’t connect that it was your girl friend you were talking about. You didn’t say it was your girl-friend and I assumed it was just some sexy voice you heard!
Ohh, it sounds like that? By no way I meant it!!
BTW you know so many people here so its obvious to forget little things. I was just trying to poke you a little.
And now see this line
I thought this line says it all.
Tis the Prem rog dude – enjoy and suffer
yeah Prax, I am doing it;-)
Ahhhhhh..love bugged…..may be this satisfies your question-
“There is one pain I often feel, which you will never know. It is caused by the absence of you.”
You’re so in love…..great going!!!
fruity
@Fruitymind
OMG What a line, my heart just beat faster while reading it. And I couldn’t have written something like that because I still think in marathi when it comes to feelings.
Awwwww….
Macha!! You’re so much in love!! She must be one lucky girl!!
I know man, it feels so great to hear a lover’s voice after a long, tiring day…
Ohh you know yaake? then “teriwali” is not much lucky
She must be somehow putting up with you or may be putting you up somehow
@Suda
Ouch! That hurt! I’m not all that bad a person, man!
I’m quite fuzzy and adorable! lol…
What do you have against me?? Why do you think I’m a monster!! Boo Hoo
Hey hey I was kidding. And look at your photo, do I need to elaborate
I have nothing against you. Not now at least.
I thought you were missing the sexy voice of some tele-marketeer, who calls you up daily to sell loans,insurance or credit cards etc.
You are evil, Anshul
I totally relate to this missing someone’s voice…luks like ur deeply in love
Reema, Yes I am